I really just don't know anymore, am I talented enough should I even be bothered I'm never gonna make it big with my style of art, even I know the flare that should be there is long extinguished. I want to get every part of me on paper every character ever perfect design down to the last flaws, but my imagination has never met my expectations when it comes to the transfers from mental energies to ink drops, and to be honest I've never been more frustrated in my life. Even when I was too dizzy that I could even punch a wall without hitting the ground first, and that was the most scared I've ever been, but now just when I've thought I've conque